BEST. CHRISTMAS. PRESENT. EVER.

Right now,
Life does not feel even close to being real.

You know that feeling when you are so happy and it's almost like the feeling you get when your foot falls asleep, but your whole body falls asleep? haha. Well, whether or not you get it, That's how I feel when I am so happy and excited, and that's how I am feeling right now.

I know all my posts are about my time in Ecuador, BUT, everything I do has to do with a memory or something I learned in Ecuador. So if anyone is even reading this, and is bugged that it i'm writing about Ecuador yet again.... stop reading.

When it came to saying goodbye to my (our, osso girls) babies, it didn't feel real. It was a day that I always want to remember. It was the day that I realized that true and pure love is all we need in this world to be truly happy. I thought to myself time and time again, on the drives to shift, laying in bed at night, driving home from saying goodbye to our casa kids, putting my princess in her cuna for the last time, walking away from miss piggy and hearing her break into tears, holding baby J and kissing him goodbye for the last time, and finally, sitting on the plane dreading the moment it flew out of the country where I was leaving my heart, I thought about how it was possible that I would never ever in my entire life be back here again to hold and love my babies.

I was wrong.
Mainly because I have been blessed with the most incredible parents in the WORLD.

My parents know how much Ecuador means to us.
Us being me and Sharly.

We comprimised my Christmas and birthday presents for a plane ticket down to Ecuador, and a week stay with the greatest people in the world. I'm hoping to even be able to stay for Christmas day.:)

I will get to literally hold, kiss, hug, love, talk to, play with, and everything else with my babies!
I could NEVER be more happy than I am right now.
It keeps me going everyday.

... and the countdown for the BEST. CHRISTMAS. PRESENT. EVER. begins... NOW.
Three months and three days.:)



For every OSSO girl who I was down there with, It's like you will be there with me. I will hug all of your babies and kiss them for you. I'll make sure V gets loved i'll always tell her that her mommy loves her, Jacqui. and Katy, I will hold your boy and take pictures of him and love him for you and tell him his mommy is coming back in may! Yay! Same with you and Ariel, val. I love all of you girls. You are my sisters and always will be.
I love you girls, and our babies.