You're the only thing worth holding onto, my dear.

Just when I thought I was going to have to go two whole years without any communication with my best friend whatsoever, guess what happens?

I GET A LETTER!

Three to be exact. 

All enclosed in one envelope. 

Yup.

I'm one lucky girl!

It was so exciting to see a envelope addressed to whitney sevy. 

I started shaking and I got a HUGE smile on my face.... in fact it still hasn't gone away. 

I ran into the house and my mom knew exactly what was going on. She got a huge smile on her face and then I ran down the hall into her room, ripping the envelope open as I navigated my way down the hall.

As I read each letter I was amazed with how much he is experiencing. I love all the stories he has to read and to know how he feels about what he is doing. It helped me feel like he was still alive. 

I haven't personally heard from him in a month. Don't get me wrong, I love the e-mails his family gets each week, its just exciting to know he is talking to me in the letters he writes. 

If anyone is wondering... 

He is doing so good and He loves his mission. 

He is doing so many good things and everyone who knows him knows what a great missionary Isaac is. 

I am SO proud of him. 

He is my best friend and always will be. 

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I dreamed of my sweet angels last night. 

Best night ever. 

I love dreaming about them because it always feels real. 

I dreamt that we were putting dos babies to sleep and I was putting B down and when I kissed her goodnight she said, get ready for it, ... "love you mama".

YES! 

She said it. 

Of course it was a dream, but it felt so real. haha.

I'm kind of a creep, but it was such a special thing for me to hear. 

Even if it was in a dream.